Change

As Charlotte is approaching her first birthday, I am reminded of how much things change once you have a baby. Here is a list of a few things that have changed for me since having my first baby, three and a half years ago.

1. My heart actually grew... and continues to grow.
   
2. My heart breaks more easily.


3. I worry more about my kids appearance than my own.


4. Every day I solve 1,000,000,000 problems.
   
5. Every day I answer 1,000,000 questions.


6. I yearn for a few minutes of alone time, but miss them terribly when they are away.


7. I have a new respect for parents, especially my own.


8. I now look at other children as "somebody's baby."


9. Taking a long shower is a luxury.


10. I want to look like I have it together, when really I can't even get out the door complete.


11. Eating out is not as much fun as it used to be.


12. I look at my baby in the mirror instead of myself.


13. My 42" HDTV strictly plays kid programs.


14. Every day is a surprise!


15. I would rather buy new clothes for my kids instead of myself.


16. My kids are more "stylish" than me.


17. I can read the same book over and over and over and over...


18. Bath time isn't just for cleaning - it's a whole new adventure.


19. I know that giving up those skinny jeans was worth it.


20. I realize that I am much stronger than I ever thought possible.


21. I once believed I was fearless, but now am afraid.


22. The sacrifice I thought I made no longer seems like a sacrifice.


23. I have choices, but not really.


24. My dog is really just "my dog."


25. Nap time is priceless.


26. I never get tired of hearing my babies call me "mommy."